we know that..

everything change..

just stop lie to me I can't do this no more

you don't understand how good it was yesterday I was texting to him and everything was so good!
I don't know what I will do today so yea we will see.
but now I will eat breakfast!

Today it was a perfect weather it was sun!
but yea that was the only good thing today..
we was in town today and to night we will take a walk.
new pictures from today

wille and I

Nicklas and William

my handsome man, I can't believe that we will meet soon!!!
everything is so hard with out you honey.
I will try to fix money but right now I need to wait for the letter.
I start to get sick..but I will keep drinking tea.i miss to eat with you honey <3
now I will take a shower.

my handsome man <3

okay I was supposed to go to school today but I have so mush pain I my back..
so we will see if I coming up from the bed.
/Madeleine

To night i will go with William and see a movie so maybe I can think about something else for 2h.
I don't know but I always thinking about him..and Ican't stop looking at the phone to see if he has call or text me.
sure u under that he have things to do but it is still worth to see if he has call.
took a cp pic of my belly to day just because I can

I went to Lundbergs café because william wanted to be alone with Nicklas and I understand that :)
I miss my honey. .Every time I look up from my phone I think he sitting with me and playing the game on his phone but he is not here it is only me..I don't have problems to be alone but I have problems with it now when he is not here with me now when I really need him.
I will always love you